i have to work more and play less..

seriously speaking.. i ain't checking up with my sch work..

i know its time for me to pull up my socks and buck up

i've been in my confort zone for too long..

too long to be good..

i used to have the theme, work hard and play hard..

i needa a balance..

somehow.. the weight of playing jus keep sinking in a weighing balance

needless to say the working part keep rising in the weighing balance

i really wanna study... but whenever i open my book at night.. it jus hypnotises me..

i'm too tired to study everytime...

i must find a day go out study myself...

i once have confidence in myself and always say..

'i must walk into a exam hall very confidently and walk out confidently as well'

i'm not trying to be hao lian or wat..

this mission of mine was with me all the way from sec sch..

its not being arrogant..

it simply means..

before i take the exam i must know all my stuff..

and when i step out of the hall.. i must know tat i havn't make any big mistake

tat's the requirement i have for myself

doesn't my rule still apply for now??

apart from studies i also have hell lot of other stuff to think about..

i swear this isn't a good time of my life..

who would wanna walk with me??

god?

i've long lost touch with him..

and i'm too guilty to go back to him..

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one person ever told me.. watever unhappiness it is..

take it as a dream..

and dun think about it anymore..

i have to admin it works sometimes

let by gones be bygones

yes. easier to be said than done..

how many ppl can actually do tat??

take it as a dream..

when u wake up.. jus tell urself..

come on. face it. its a dream. not reality.

i remember once i did post something about dreams..

yes and i still love dreaming.. despite tat when bad stuff happens, I take it as a dream..

to all my frens out there..

if ever u feel tat something is not right..

take it as a dream..

or alternatively,

look at the positive side..

it might be a blessing in disguise.

remermber, things happen for a reason..


p.s: i'm being emo again..

i'm sick again..

i'm so utterly tired..

i slept at ten last night.. can i couldn't wake up today for sch..

down with a bad throat.. maybe a slight fever..

hm..

if u did bother to flip the papers yesterday. yesh. on sunday.. you'll read this in the lifestyle section..

THE YOUNG STARTERS

The minimum age for entry to a club is 18, but most clubs have a higher age restriction to discourage the younger crowd.
However, these young ones, between 18 to 20 years old, know where they have a better chance of entry.
The girls are usually sexily dressed, in short skirts or tight jeans, raising the heart rate of the guys, who are mostly serving their national service. Vodka Ribena or Vodka Red Bull is their choice of poison.
These students usually converse in Mandarin.
"Clubbing is my way of relaxing and rewarding myself. I study hard and I play hard," says student Erica Ong, 21
Can be found at: Double O, Devil's Bar, Ministry of Sound

guess who's erica?
ha.
me
but why does he have to emphasize tat we converse in Mardarine???
basket...
is it very low class???

anyway.. enuff of clubs for me i guesss......

wassup with shopping??
shoping is jus so cool..
bought a belt 1 week back
den bought a dress
and now.. i bought 2 pairs of pumps..
hee

Guess where are we??

ECP




and i drove home feeling damn tired...

went bladding at ecp again.. this time round.. i fell down AGAIN..
ITS SLOPE AGAIN???

HOW CAN I OVERCOME THIS PHOBIA TAT I HAVE..

WHENEVER ITS SLOPE.. I PANICK.. AND FALL!!! =(

i did my work this mornign.. i studied.. woohoo...!

studying is good for health!

monday is such a tactic day for me.. went to sch in the morn..
after tat rush home to meet sini .. guess wat we did this time round??
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. got the clue?

look at my eye bag.. goodness..

yes. i havn't been sleepin well..

always find myself dozing off in lectures, train ride n even lids are shutting during tuition...

anyway.. back to topic...

see.. i'm really tired..

so is she...

one more shot...

after tat i rush for tuition..

and at night.. wanted to do my lab report.. but as u can guess.. i'm too tired to do anythign.. so i knock out!

my knees had weakened..

little strength do i have to continue to race

how long can i stand?

the journey had just started

win the race, i must

pls pump me up with energy..

the only thing i need most now..

STRENGTH.

i jus had the sudden urge to buy blade.. maybe i'm taking up this sport.. i dunno..
anyway.. friday i went jurong point to look for blade but i can't seem to find one tat i'm keen on buying..
justin came over to meet me.. and we went to suntec carrefour to look for cheapo blades. whaha..

so i end up buying a 100 bucks blade and happily bring home and show dad..
he reprimanded me for tat..

me: daddy, i buy blade liao lei.. see..
dad: wa liao.. why u buy this kinda blade? wanna buy buy good one lah.. this one so cheapo
me: no money mah.. u sponser ar?
dad: too bad.. u buy liao
me: kaoz.. nv tell me earlier.. nvm lah.. i sell this to ppl.. den u buy for me

haha.. so i called up peitee who is also keen on buying blade .. and she agreed to buy from me..

Sat, my intention was to buy blade den go ECP blade immediately.. who knows dilly delly until evening den go buy blade. by the time the sun had set. so in the end we had dinner at hougang 401 den go pungol park blade..

Check out my new blade..

its damn gorgeous.. ABEC 5 onli..

peitee same as me.. but sini pro lah.. ABEC 7

my sis even more zai.. micro bearing sia.... whaha.. but she dun really know how to blade either.. keke..

i tot i was damn pro with blading.. so i said, "lets blade to pungol park".
poor me.. jus come out of the lift onli.. fall down at the slope..
slope is my ultimate phobia
and i fell down for the 2nd time at a slope also
damn!!!
its a pungol park..
wth..
anyway.. now i had bruises all over my right leg..
pathetic..
in the end.. i onli wear my blade for the very first time and it already had scratches at the side..
why?
cos i fell!!!!

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been telling my frens i really gotta buck up in my studies and i'm going to start tat next week. whaha.. been really in my own freaking comfort zone and i seriously need to get the bloody hell out of it...

i need to read up and study on my tutorial once in doubt..

try to understand wat the lecturer is saying with my maximum ability..

do u think i can do tat?

yesh i can! .... i think.. whaha..

so i need to work hard...!

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suppose to do my lab report.. plan to do it today.. but.. too late le.. no time.. tml got sch

whaha.. do tml den..

kekeke.. maybe i'll jus do the cover page first..

keke..

muackz..

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anyway interested in joining me blade and see me fall??

keke

its been a eventful weekend..
friday... screw it.. dun wish to talk about it..

saturday.. mom and dad went m'sia and i get to use the car for the next few days until tue.. yeah.. went Paragon for dinner with justin, melissa, russell, emily, max. after tat slack ard and went wine network.. next thing we know, mel and rus need to go home, so max emily justin and me went dbl o. haha..dbl o on a saturday night with them.. haha..

Sunday was splendid. whaha.. sini, peitee, justin and i actually went ECP to BLADE!! whaha..
here's some shot...

Monday.. it took me 1 hr to drive from hougang to ntu.. cos it jam all the way.. until clementi.. sian... den it took me 1/2 an hr to find a parking lot. damn.. ntu ppl all so rich.. all got car!!!

Tueday.. tiring day. nothing much to say.. whaha..

its sentosa time again.. this time.. i'm not out for the sun.. the shade is good.. enuff of 'darkness' in me..

we bought food!
fries is good for health sometimes....
fan hou yi gen yen.. kuai le shi shen sian...

wat can 2 girls do when they are alone at sentosa??

yes!

take pics..

so she think she's small enuff to squeeze into tat hole??

we took a video for our beloved alison who isn't there.. how sweet.. whaha

when u r in love.. u smile to urself always

the tot of the person make u smile for no reason

silly sms from her/him makes u smile too

whenever ur hp ring, u hope is her/him

whenever u see her/his name appearing in ur hp while ringing

u get excited

u wonder wat he/she is going to tell u

u think of wat to wear during ur date

and during ur bus journey.. u hope the journey last forever..

when is the last time u felt like this??

this feeling is so wonderful... so amazing..

have u long lost this feeling??

its kinda funny how ppl get together sometimes

different couple have their own history and background

when u are with different ppl, u do different things..

completely different..

u will experience different lifestyle

this is how amazing love is..

however..

the longer u are tog., the more u should come up with something and surprises to spice up the life..

sometimes when things are dying, its nv too late to salvage..

i was awaken by mom's panicky voice this morning.. sorry.. noon..
she screamed, 'eunice, faster come and help me'
i ran to the kitchen and was horrified by wat i saw!!

she's standing right in front of the rubbish chute hitting cockroaches and some other bugs.. yucks!!!!!
these unwanted guest jus keep coming in from the rubbish chute even its closed.. they jus squeezed their way out jus like tat!

i hurried called dad to ask for advice and the next moment i know, took a roll of masking tape to tape the edges of the openings...

this is all due to fogging.. and they nv even give any notice in advance this time round..
and usually, when fogging takes place.. the bugs won't even squeeze their way out to MY HOME!

YUCKS.. the tot of it make my hair stand again!!!

dbl O

Wed n fri

Dbl O on wednesday...

taken ages ago...