someone in friendster msg me this....

hi there...........
I just want to tell you that your beautiful smile and sweet looking had attracted me from a distance and capture my attention....
I was just wondering that if you are interested to have discreet scandal or flings cos really can't resist but to fall into you.........
I am really interested in this matter and hope that you will give a thoughts......
I hope to see your reply very soon......

oh... i wonder how many times he copy and paste this msg and send to different girls..

how can one be so desperate?
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sianz manz..

regret going out last night..

i'm falling asleep..

i guess tonight is another round of dvds and treats.

but this time round.. its treat for hair..

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ps: sorry baby...

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as i rot my time away... ... i was wondering how am i going to spend xmas this yr..

hm..

where is the confidence that i once had?

where have my mind and soul wonder to?

Wat do i wan?

Seems like everything is getting in da way..

i need to clear my paths..

i hate ppl whom get in my way.

i hate it when things are not done in the way i wan them to be..

and i hate it when i couldn't get things done the right way..

emo me................................................

jus another day at work..

i have this feeling that somehow..

dbl o will be forsaken...

will not visit dbl o anymore..

weariness fills my entire body whenever i'm done with work..

all i hope for is someone to pick me up .. car waiting for me at the taxi stand..

even take taxi also gotta wait for hell long time..

i hate town in dec...

heavy rain. heavy traffic..

NO TAXI..

was stucked in town jus now.. cos its raining cats and dogs..

my whole shoe was soaking wet..

damn it..

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i've already think of a new up coming hair style!

i'm going to wait for it to grow longer..

and do extentions..

those wavy and long kind.

haha

den

no one is suppose to laff at my coconut shell!!
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peace.....

life been pretty toned down for me recently..

i begin to enjoy simple pleasures of life...

going out for coffee with frens (instead of alcohol)

friday night.. face treats and dvds..

Saturday night.. chilling at balcony..

Sunday night.. blogging.. dvd later.. zzzzz after...

hm...

how wonderful can life be..

Yesterday was a normal working day at lulu...

i was abit outa mind ..

and i decided to take crazy pic...

me naked in lulu...
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after i get bored of taking pics..

i decided to cut my hair..

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okie.. maybe i look nerdy or dumb.. or even ugly..

but i love it!
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went zouk after work with angel..
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and guess wat i saw outside zouk??
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can anyone tell me if they've seen such a nice SBS bus?


.. cool right..

feel like cutting my hair..

feel like having a change of outlook..

i feel liek cutting it super short..

like how i used to have..

ppl always say when girls wanna cut their hair for a change..

is when the girl is out of love..

i have a bad habit..

i love to keep my hair long..

den suddenly go cut till short..

very short.

its jus my style..

should i should i not?

i'll probably will cut tml..

so i'm still thinking..

its either i go and trim only..

or cut another style..

i'm sick of this kinda of common hair style..

but..

this is the longest length of hair i ever kept.

hm..

pending..

i'll do it tml..

i'll take a pic of myself..
=)

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not only a change of outlook..

i wanna change my character as well..

a leopard will nv change its spots..

true to a certain extend..

but we definitely can't neglect those testimonies which had proven that ppl can mend their ways..

no one is perfect..

so we ought to eliminate our shortcomings and change for the better..

hm..

sad to say is.. however u change.. however u behave.. u can't please everyone..

for instance..

in the middle of the night.. my pals ask me out for supper.. if i dun go.. they say i'm not steady.. i can't please them..
if i go.. my parents wont' like me going out late night.. i can't please them as well..

so tell me.. wat can i do??

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i always portray a lousy image to ppl..

nv they hear the phase ' nv judge a book by its cover'?

damn it..

tml i'm going to cut my hair and have a new image new personality

strangers pls dun talk to me.. i'm going to be as cool as cucumber.

jus went blading at ecp..

and its the shortest dist. i ever bladed.

haha..

with angel, sandra, and special guest ben..

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with regards to allison's last post...

yes.. hate clubs full with ppl..

smell of sweat and perspiration..

ppl squeezing their way thru' and interrupting ur dances..

fat / skinny ppl with sticky arms brushing across u when they pass thru'

hair become wet and sticky .. soaked with perspiration..

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most of all.. clubs with the senario abv are clubs filled with kiddos...
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drinks are expensive

no free flow on ladies night..

only good thing.

kama kasi in zouk!

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went there last wed and i really dislike the place..

filled with bitches..

with a typical bare back and short skirts..
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a mini guess bag..
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omg
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so typical.
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been Missing In Action recently cos i'm busy playing and working...

life been pretty routine due to work.. and i'm starting to get sick of working..

nevertheless.. fun has nv been missed out by me and my besties....

despite tireness..

we rock the dance floor.

Wed..

saw weixiang at dbl o

shortly we hop to momo..

den we hop to zouk

saw chee keong.. Gerald.. Larry..


i dunno whose hand is tat.. forget..

i have a dog with attitude problem.

got xing ge!

hahah

cool dude..

problematic!

suppose to bring casper back yesterday..

but cos he's sick.. dad didn't bring him home..

den today we went to visit him at the pet shop...

he seems to be slightly better..

and stuborn me insist on bringing him home

now he's like super sick..

how
how
how
how
how

this is wat i say when i'm stressed up..!

he's like choking ..

cannot really breathe..

damn scare..

cos kiwi also like tat last time

casper's only about 2mth plus..

going 3 mths only..

shit!!

now i'm using my lappy at my dining area.. looking after him..

bringing him to the vet tml..

hope he'll be fine!!

maybe i should take up something new..

join a cca

join dancing classes..

discover a new hobby..

any one of these..

so i can have a new commitment..

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i wanna find the useful side of me..

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i wanan discover something great about myself tat i can be proud of..

Taken at home before dbl O!!