As i was reading janice's blog jus now.. i saw her sis xi nu ai le pics.. and i wanna see if i can do it better than her...




okie
i admit i lost!

my nu looks like monkey..

hahha..

The old days....

MoMo





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zouk

some updates!!

Tues 24th apr

Was studying at Serangoon Garden's Coffee Bean with bert..
Slept at 6am.

Wed 25th apr

woke up at 10am for maths paper at 1pm. Screw the paper as usual. Went for tution right after. Then cloud 9 is the place where we belong. Attendance list: Angel, Weixiang, Bert, Me. Needless to say.. Sandra and Ben was there..
1 bottle martell opened. Plus i brought my 1/5 martell and 3/4 chivas there.
at the end of the night.. i came home with 1/4 chivas.
Results: Me puking non stop after the 1 and 1/5 martell. I didn't touch the chivas at all..
Angel and me saw ben, bon, bert drinking and 'ta-ing' away...
Bert puked in the cab.

to angel: Bert say he everytime go drink with u.. u always see him puke.. anyway.. i can explain why is this so.
Reason why both of us are so 'lousy' because we haven't been sleeping well.. and sometimes even not sleeping throughout the whole night and next day 'stone stone' go for paper..
next time play fair.. we got enough rest, den how much we drink.. u all drink.. den we can judge!!!! whahaha..

Thurs 26th apr

suffered from some hangover. studied abit. Went Vila Bali. just me and bert. Receive a call from angel that she's in a pub cos its darryl's bday.. so i went over for a while. Had supper at B.Batok.. and home sweet home..

Friday 27th apr

POWER HOUSE. attendance list: Angel, Lebon, Bert, Me. music sux. trance. rnb was spinned only at 2am. drinks was not that ex.. but not as cheap as dbl o.
supper at ponggol nasi lemak. home sweet home.

Saturday 28th apr.

Finally start studying Thermo.. progress: slow!

Sunday 29th apr.

cont on thermo. Progress: super slow!

i wish to become prettier..

i wish to become taller..

i wish to have a better complextion..

i wish i have better dress sense..

i wish to have better hair condition..

i wish to have longer hair (yes.. i finally regret cutting it.. I WANT MY HAIR BACK!)..

i wish to become slimmer..

i wish to change my boobs size..

i wish to have tons of clothes..

i wish to have tons of bags..

i wish to have tons of shoes..

i wish to have tons of cosmetics..

i wish to have tons of perfume..

i wish to have tons of accersories..






dreaming...............

i last saw my baby 3 hrs ago for 30 hrs..

and i start missing him already.......

where is my smurf?????? my lil stitch best fren...

no pictures to upload..

memory card outta storage..

can only save in phone memory.. so i cannot transfer..

argh!!

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i miss clubbing..

i miss clubbing with my besties..

i miss the crazy old days..

i miss the dance floor

i miss the drinks

i miss the 'kicking' others down..

i guess we can nv club like tat anymore..

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i think i'm gonna have a boring holiday ...............

bert going back camp.......

angel working.........

sandra day time sleeping.. at night work........

me?

ROT!

i'm so lucky..

i'm a lucky girl..

i'm so lucky to be loved...

i'm so lucky to be pampered..

i'm so lucky to have someone carry me to the bed when i fall asleep on the sofa..

yesh.. i'm lucky..

1 paper over le.. 4 more to go..

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nothing much to blog about also...

bye bye

when i'm feeling sad or emo..

i should count the blessings i have.. how lucky am i... or the good stuff which i have..

i shall now start counting on something which will make me excited..

1. send my xiao mian yang for make over this morning..

2. bert sending my lunch to me soon.. i requested ipoh hor fan.. i dunno where is he going to get it.. but i think he'll have a tough time..

3. getting my xiao mian yang back in the late afternoon.. i'm excited over the new look

4. I love my xiao mian yang.. i really do..



Ps: i shant call it mighty whitey.. cos i dun think it will be mighty when i drive..
once biten, twice shy..
i shall call it xiao mian yang instead..
bert name it..
and it shall slowly 'mnneeeehhhh' on road..

People tend to judge others.. Its just human nature..

who are we to judge ppl when we are not even close to perfection..

anyway.. ppl who are close to perfection dun judge..

i keep getting the same old comments and questiongs from ppl which i am sick of answering..

lets not talk about my close frens.. cos they are there to give me comments..

so wat are the others doing? questioning and talking among themselves..

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In this realistic society.. everyone talks about money..

am i saying everyone is materialistic now?

materialistic is the unhealthy perspective of money..

which i am clearly not..

reason being... I do not look for a bf which posh car..

i do not expect my bf to buy lavish stuff for me..

and i definitely do not need branded bags/wallet or Europe shoes..

these are not a need.. they are jus bonus..

u have them.. u happy..

if not.. jus live with it..

i think i needa do some soul seaching.. self reflections..

i think there is somehthing wrong with my character, attitude and behaviour......

As I was studying in Boat Quay Coffee Bean today, I realised something. In life, we do not have the luxury to choose what we want, or what we not want. For certain things, we cannot change to the way we want them to be. So, we "LL" gotta live with it.

I believe is how we look into the matter, or how we tackle the situation, to make it slightly more flavourable to us.

Having thought of it, I was staring at my notes. I realised, I cannot change the fact of facing examination. So now i "LL" have to study.

Good luck to me.

hm.. since my hp memory card is running outa storage space.. i do not have pics to post.. cos its all in my phone memory..

meaning: i took too many pictures!!!

anyway..

Friday i went St. James cos its bert's sec sch fren bday..

First time seeing these ppl make me feel abit uneasy.. after all.. i'm a shy girl.. whaha..

it was so coincidental that one of his frens' gf is my sec sch mate, Winnie.

so we were like saying.. singapore's so small!!!

that was when we were at Vivo City..

the nite proceed with us going to Power House..

so while waiting for a table.. we were rotting away at the corner of the club..

I saw Andrew..

So i was busily smsing Angel that i say him with a 'cai' ...

As i was busy pressing my hp.. (which we usually do when we meet up with ppl whom we dunno.. or when we were alone.. ) (oh by the way.. bert was getting a drink for me.. that explains why i was alone!) bert walked to me.. and intro one of his just-arrive-fren to me.. i looked up.. and i was like.. hm.. his fren gf look like Patricia ( working in Scotts as well).. and it was really her!!

ironical thing is.. when Pat know her bf , Weifeng, i was there also.. meaning.. Weifeng know me also..

such a small small world..

so lucky for me.. i have pat's company for the rest of the night...



-sorry.. no pic to upload..

my holiday getaway : Desaru / Bintan in 25 DAYS!

budget abit..

i believe my Thailand/Taiwan trip will come true.. maybe few months time..

Mom's going China... should I should I not go? its going to be 14 days!

hm.. i'm still pending for it ...

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woo hoo ....

busy busy busy life....

i hope i can quickly get over and done with this period of sucky time.. study.. study.. and study..

problem is.. can't get myself to concentrate..

now..

i feel the sense of urgency now...

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i always fear 3 types of guys..

1st.. MCP

2nd.. Violent guys

3rd.. A guy who is not truthful enough to me

these 3 are definitely no no no..

sometimes i look into relationships around me..

and i started asking myself..

am i plain lucky?

or are they unlucky?

sometimes i even asked myself..

am i asking too much from a relationship??

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and i got the ans..

What I am asking is NORMAL for girl..

and the ans to other question is..

i am lucky..

to find someone who...

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..constantly assure me with his feelings

..take care of me when i'm drunk.. w/o even feeling angry

..hug me so tightly that i wan this hug forever

..hold my hand tightly and tell me he'll nv let go

..wanna walk the rest of the path with me hand in hand

..talk to me w/o fail at night to make sure he accompany me till i fall asleep

..send me home w/o fail though he stay so far

..tries to compromise me with everything

..kiss me goodbye w/o fail

..say I love you when we part

..start missing me since the moment we part