My first time clubbing at Velvet Dragon last night was a dramatic one.

I reached central mall, Janice and Kahfa were already inside. Naimei and Joven were at the starting of the queue. A natural instinct of a person: cut queue lah.
I squeezed all the way to join them and before i knew it, this stupid bouncer came over and give me a very stern look.
"GET OUT OF THE QUEUE"

"they are my friends......" before i could even finish my sentence.. he said

"OR I'LL BAN YOU"

WTF right. he could have tell me nicely to get out of the queue. feel like slapping his face.

When i finally got into the club, it was pack like sadines. They no longer have free flow all night for ladies. Instead, we were given 4 drink coupons each.
The unpleasant experience at first was forgotten as I happily dance my life away...

1 hour later...

Janice and I were walking towards our table after getting drinks from the bar when she suddenly turned to me and said, "Oh no! naimei fainted!"

I had a shock of my life!

Naimei was dragged all the way from the dance floor area to outside by little Joven.

i dun think she fainted. Its too strong a word. I guess is blackout.

i shant elborate on this matter if not naimei will kill me.

so we were outside for quite sometime, and we headed back in when she say she was fine.

I keep warning her to let us know immediately once she's feeling unwell. As expected, she felt giddy again. So she went toilet..


a pic with her to show how pale her face is...



this one is better...






I went toilet to look for her.. and by then, janice is outside cos she's tired. haha..

We decided to call it a day.. but before tat, change all our drink coupons.. first time in my clubbing life.. there is too many drink coupons. We even offer to give others.. but dunno why ppl dun wan. we changed all to beer...

i know janice will be reading this.. and this post is for you..

firstly, i didn't forget u my dear. if not i wouldn't ask u for MJ . haha.. i included u in the list at the back of my mind.. but i'm sorry tat i miss u out from the list in my post. haha.. lame excuse i know.. but its the truth alrighty.?

secondly, seems like we stop hanging out with each other.. shyte.. i miss those days like u were saying.. clubbing, gyming (although only once.. WAHAHHA), studying (with my/our french fries dream), pubbing, mani, pedi, MJ, shopping, x-changing xmas gifts (eh.. i think u bought me a few.. did i buy u?? haha), playing pool during O'lvl period and coming up with stupid names like annie ong and jenny wan..., our private girls nite pillow session at my place... and the list goes on.. oh ya.. and the valentines' day flower wrapping which almost killed me..





u see.. i guess the reason we feel the same because all of us started having our own life.. some studying, some working, some NS. our time table is different.. tat is why we have been missing out ppl who were once in our chapters. Unlike last time where all of us were in sec sch.. or poly, all studying = easier to meet up.

oh shyte.. come to think of it.. i'm really ur ultimate shun you. but because i'm ur shun you tat's why u love hanging out with me wat.. we do fun things.. haha.. doing bad things = FUN
haha. nah.. jus kidding..

okie lah.. next time i dun ask u smoke.. dun ask u drink k.. promise.. keke
*giggle*

meet up this week
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eh.. dun cry lah...

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Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Below Average

pls tell me i'm stupid. . .

i miss birthday cakes and parties..

who's next??

here's the pictures taken on sat. met baby after he booked out.. and he waited for me downstairs..

went taka for pepper lunch.. walked around and meet peitee and weixiang at bq.

while waiting for them.. we took some pics in the car..








he jus love to play a fool...







drinking makes my makeup fades away.. my face is as pale as ghost...

i've been blogging pretty often recently. Sometimes even twice a day. Like now.
Is it me? or wat? I feel as if lime juice is on my eyes. tired yet i do not, at all, feel like sleeping. maybe i jus need to stay awake for an hour or so, and when my lids feel as though they weigh a ton, i'll jus concuse on my bed. and before i know it, i'll blink my eye to a brand new day.

Be it weekends or weekdays, everyday seems to be the same. It does not make any difference. At least, for now. the only difference tat is i have someone special with me. HE hold my hand ever so tightly especially crossing the road. HE makes sure everything is right for me. HE makes sure i do not utter a single complain, cos HE wants my world to be perfect.

I've turned into an adict.
I've took up an addiction.
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I'm addicted to him...

i met a BIATCH today.

I went smoking and angel accompanied me during the break of our lesson. we went to the stairway because we were too lazy to go all the way to level 1.
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okie.. so there is a 'no smoking' sign..

anyway.. there's this lady who walked passed and acted like normal.

10 mins later...

she actually went into the tutorial room to look for us..

without saying a word.. or explaining why she need us..

she brought us to the person-in-charge. they call him the ADOM, someone who does the micellaneous stuff for tat level. in short, the 'sai gang' person.

apparently, she reported tat we were smoking at the stairway. the funny thing is, the ADOM didn't seem to care much about it. Cos he talked to us nicely and its obvious that he thought it wasn't something serious to make much a big fuss.

to add on, she is jus a small fart, a secretary of a agency.

she demanded a apology which me and angel refused. I was about to reply, "u dun demand for an apology. If tat person is sorry, she will apologise". its not tat we have done her wrong by smoking at the staircase.
i decided not to reply tat in the end cos its a lose-lose situation for us. so i might as well save my siliva. its not my teritory.

she still had the nerve to say 'its okie if u smoke there. I didn't say anything when i saw u guys. but i saw the cigrette bud. its the wrong thing to do'

3 letters.

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she so bo liao until she asked us to bring tat ADOM to the stairway to show him the bud.

she probably had nothing better to do.

its not her job to go around catching ppl.


to end the whole shit.. we apologise to her when the ADOM asked us to do tat. We do it because its the ADOM who told us to do so. he is a nice person. i think he wan us to apologise to shut her big fat mouth. after tat, she jus walked away.

why is tat such biatch on earth?

i passed my M5.

after my test at suntec today.

yes.. i was alone.

but luckily it did not end up like wat i tot it would be.

i called up naimei.. and its her off day today. she's with joven. apparently, at the point of time when i called her, she jus woke up. it was 3pm! We decided to meet in town. Because i knew it will definitely take forever for her to reach town, i went orchard for my mani and pedi.



i choose this colour cos i tot i havn't dare to try this kinda of shade. It turned out tat i kinda like it. Maybe i should become more demure.

i spend 2 hrs on my nails and as expected, naimei and joven havn't reach. So i went spinelli to finish up my 'follow ur heart' so i can start on my 'mar are from mars, women are from venus'

once they reached.. we went for dinner follow by ktv.
sini and ben joined us.




my bluetooth adapter which baby bought me finally worked.

so here's some random pic.




the wine tat we had at wine network..















coffee bean after shopping...
















some self obsession pixxx..



























and finally.. introducing.......
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ZHU DAN
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i didn't wanna sound pathetic..

i didn't wanna be seen as a loser..

the fact is.. i cant seem to find someone to accompany tml..

people who come to my mind will be working.. albert, peitee, thomas, weijin.

sini at bt panjang. dun wanna come out..

who else can i call

no one..

cos i have no frens..

good job.

i didn't expect myself to end up like this.

I even tot of catching a show myself.. but tat's really pathetic.. so i decided to abort the idea.

i'm alone. . .

sometimes i doubt my own standard...

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Its a fruitful day today.

went suntec in the morn for my HI test.

I PASSED!!

went crystal jade la mian xiao long bao for lunch

proceed to orchard for shopping..

baby bought a bag and a CD

he bought me a dress and the book men are from mars.. women are from venus

went to look for naimei and tried tons of few thousand dollars shoes from on pedal

went for coffee at kopi bean

went thai express for dinner..

follow by wine at dempsey with baby..

fruitful day..



-peace out-

i hate it when i have a car and ppl ard u don't.

apparently.. u are the onli one driving..

ppl tend to make use of u.. or take u for granted..

take u for granted tat u will send them home.. they thought: " okie wat.. she say hougang.. i stay amk/sengkang/pungol/bishan

eh.. HELLOW... send 1 back go amk.. another 1 to sengkang.. den another one to pungol.. all tog.. so bloody FAR.. my petrol no need money ar??

i mean.. its not like they are going to pay for it.. or wat..

some ppl so BU ZI TONG until not even a word of thankyou when they get their bloody ass out of the car.

they think tat I should send them home..

wat the fuck..

i dun earn 6000 a month..

i work like hell for the expenditure of the car..

u people dun come and expect me to do this or do that..

wat worst is...

GO CLUBBING I DRIVE.. PAY FOR THE DRINKS EQUALLY..

END UP I DUN DRINK ALOT..

BUT WHY DO I STILL HAVE TO PAY THE SAME PRICE AS THEM?

END UP PPL DRINK SO MUCH..

ALL ENJOYING THEMSELVES.. EXCEPT ME.. (COS I CAN'T DRINK MUCH WHEN I DRIVE)

IN THE END.. WHO IS THE ONE DRIVING THEM HOME?

I PAY THE SAME.. I DRINK lESS.. PAY FOR MORE PETROL.. WASTE MY TIME AND ENERGY TO SEND THEM HOME..

wat is this? dun this ppl understand tat i dun earn alot? in fact i'm earning lesser than those ppl..

ppl jus assume or expect u to fucking hell drive them home..

however..

they are some ppl who appreciate and at least buy me lunch/dinner.. contribute abit of my parking fee...

to these people .. thankyou..

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sometimes its not like i wanna be very KAY GAO of the money.. its the attitude of these ppl which i can't stand.

today's been a really tiring and bimbotic day for me and angel..

we suppose to have lesson at 10am at AIA Alexandra.

Initial Plan: Wake up early.. go for breakfast (half-boiled egg, with kaya and butter bread)

We reached the office at 10.20am. Before stepping into the office building, we looked at each other. somehow, we had the same thinking.
We headed to the near by coffee shop for our "planned" breakfast on my treat. Who cares if we are late anyway.

By the thime we stepped into the tutorial room, good news is the trainer only went thru' 2 chapts. So we manage to attend chapter 3 to 4. After that it was suppose to be lunch break. So this time round, we exchanged looks again. We went town!
who cares about the 2nd half of the lesson anyway.

I was complaining about how expensive the parking is.. and weixiang comment on the phone tat why do we have to go all the way to town to get the stuff which we could get it elsewhere? on top of that, we planned to study as well.. so why do we have to study in town where the parking is so freaking expensive??

Again, angel and i exchanged looks. How bimbotic we are?

We ended up at ramen 10 eating my fav tomyam ramen @ fareast plaza. this time round, the treat is on angel. Having to carry all the files and books which weigh a ton, and having tot of the parking fee.. we couldn't decided on wat to do.

2 stupid girl standing outside fareast dunno where to go and wat to do.

Finally, she said: 'lets go to dfs gallery' and i replied, 'ok'.

we ended up shopping there and i started drooling for the dior bag which looks so feminine, sweet, class, watever u call it..

in the end.. HOme sweet home..

We did not do anything of those which we had planned to do.

2 stupid girls carrying fils, books, bags, umbrella walking aimlessly.. wat the hell...

went starbucks at century sq yesterday..

i sat down with a cup of mocha frap and a book.

alone.

haha..

i was half way the book call follow ur heart.. and i didn't touch it for a long time.. so now i decided to reread everything again..

time for my HI notes now.. bye!

I should learn how to be contented with life. I tend to keep comparing with others who has got better things than me, who enjoy life better than me. I questioned myself, 'What about those that do not have as much luxury as I do?" I was dumbfolded.
I should slap myself. I deserve it.
Why do I keep looking at the bad side of my life? I have so much wonderful 'assets' which i should appreciate and count myself lucky.
My 'assets' include, my family.. my luck of getting into NTU.. my friends.. bert.. ppl who are concern about me.
Looking back at the life i used to have, I am rather lucky.
I always got into schools and courses of my first choice. I am really lucky to have my family with me. Although sometimes parents tend to show their love by nagging non-stop. They meant well.
Today's mother's day. I sms my mom, "happy mother's day, I love you!". Yes, i feel proud and happy to let her know how I feel. I do not have to courage to say in her face. And when she returned home today, I didn't dare to look at her when she talked to me. why? simply because i send her a sms which makes me feel embaressed. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way.. Sad to say, somehow, we do.
How many ppl actually kiss their parents goodbye whenever they leave for work or for sch. Yes its mushy. But isn't what makes mommy and daddy happy although they do not say it out?
I wish to hug my daddy and say thank you for everything. I appreciate things that he had done for us. But till today, I do not have the courage to do it.

alone in my room..

i felt something is missing..

or rather.. 'someone' is missing..

i dun wanna be alone..

but i know i do not have a choice..

now.. i onli have 'zhu dan' to accompany me..

i promise not to bully 'zhu dan' anymore....

jus came home....

went wheellock for dinner with weixian and thomas... den weijin joined us shortly..

thanks thomas for the dinner @ fish and co.

we went demsey road for dirnk..

its a place for wine.. but instead.. i took rootbeer float.. funny i know.. but we jus dun feel like drinking..

thanks weixian for the drink...

thomas drove xiao mian yang home.. and i relac one corner at the passenger seat..

i found a super deep scratch on the driver side rim.. .. its damn bad.....

den on the way to thomas hse.. angel called.. ask me go amber finish up the bottle..

so after thomas drove to his place.. i drove to my hse.. draw money, parked.. and took a cab to bq to find angel and lebon...

zhongyi went over amber to find me.. to jio me go bq bar for drink.. went there for awhile and cont. drinking at amber...

sianz...

drank w/o my baby...

i wish he is here with me now...

i miss him dearly......

baby went back camp jus now.... and will not be out for this weekend..

hopefully monday he will be out.. (not confirm yet)..

mean while..i'm going to get myself occupied with meeting up peeps whom i havn't been meeting.. and study for my coming test..

gonna have dinner with weixian and mas later..

might be meeting angel and wx at bottoms up later..

tml.. sentosa is the plan if there isn't any last min changes..

if not.. i'll probably find myself at coffee bean with my mocha ice-blended and books..

sound pathetic?

not at all.. i begin to enjoy simple stuff in life..

i do not look forward to the weekends drinking session.. anymore..

i do not smoke like half a packet of cig a day anymore..

i jus wanna stay home and chill.. relax.. haha..

4th may

after taking my last paper.. at night.. we went dbl o..
finally all 6 of us are there.. but i do not have pics of the 6 of us.. and we 3 girls..










sandra left earlier with ben .. so leaving the 4 of us..
after dbl o close at 3am.. we headed to boat quay to continue drinking..
open 1 bottle at amber21..

and K.O person of the night.. angel!


the next day.. we decided to make it a non-alcoholic night..

so 6 of us went to watch spiderman 3..

after tat. home sweet home..


6th May..

its time for the sun..

people present..
Me
Albert
Jeanice
Calene
Sandra
Angel
Weixiang

all of us went back with burning shoulder blades..











7th May..

Albert and I went NIGHT SAFARI!!!!




tat pic is too dark..

there's a better one..

You Are Most Like Charlotte!

You are the ultimate romantic idealist You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love. If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever. And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you. Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)? Could be very serious - if you play your cards right!

to angel and sandra.. pls do this quiz also..

to thomas.. now u noe the ans.. tat time we were discussing.. haha..

finally.. tml's the last paper.. i tot i could club tml night..

but i doubt so..

sick!!!!! (feverish.. flu.. cough.. = WEAK!)

YES.. i'm a WEAKLING!!

so much to study with so lil time..

no mood!!

-peace out-


PS: To sandra.. yes.. syndronms...

rim fixed on the day of arrival of the car..

4th day went to fix the bodykit...

soon later.. i found out that there's a tear at the driver seat leather.. i guess cos my butttock too sharp..

2 days ago.. dad went to add a arm rest for the comfort of the driver..

dad went to fix seat.. and change the whole leather wrapping ard the driver side yesterday..

alarm was initially not working properly.. now it behave like the way it should be after repairing

plus.. a new rear light!!!

cool!