如果　兄妹相称太多
醒不起喜欢我
快研究和我这异性　拍拖
讹称　知己的真太多
当女共男未变爱侣
不吻过自然没结果
没有好感怎会相亲相爱大哥只是掩饰
能做对爱侣　堕落成朋友
谁心息
我要爱情不需要登对不需得你允许
兄妹真有趣　不需要分居
忘掉辈份再追
我要爱情摧毁世交也不失一个创举
相恋的证据　假使要争取
唯有约定和大哥喝醉
曾经　双手执一杆枪
想逼供你一趟
我和你无爱　谁没有智商
如果　恋爱必须创伤
想你亦明白到我俩
需开心都也受够伤


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someone pls teach me cantonese

the time now is 5.13am. I jus came back from st. james boiler room and i am still wide awake. the attendence list was fully marked today.

i realised i can hold my liquor much better than last time ever since i started hard core drinking at Jab1. and while i was on my way home jus now, i asked myself and the girls, why do we drink so much and jolly well suffer from hang over the next day? everytime after drinking i feel tat my body is toxicated. why do we pay for the toxication? sometimes we even go to the extend of drinking so much tat we wan ourselves to feel high or drunk. why is tat so?

i constantly remind myself my objective and priority as a student. not to slack too much and not to concentrate on making money. my objective as a student is to study the f'cking text to get good grades.

i constantly recieve wake up call but i choose to ignore it.

i guess i should really priorize my everything.

i realised many friendster account are in private mode, meaning only first degree frens can view them.

I was irritated by it and was thinking, wat's the use of setting up an friendster account if u dun wanna be viewed by others? trying to act popular or wat?
haha

so maybe ppl think they are too popular, and do not wan strangers to view them.

i'll understand if they have enemies and afraid tat ppl might jus leave nasty comments since nowadays they jus approve comments automatically.

other wise, u must be a superstar.

sometimes watching commercials can be entertaining...

i couldn't sleep again.. its now 1.44am . i started lying on bed at 11. fuck.

went to the 24hrs clinic nearby just now. and the receptionist told me tat its over 12midnight and the consultant charge is 83bucks. 83bucks!!!.

ask them go to hell lah...

now i'm stuck with insomnia again!!!!

i've already forgetten how is it light to be sleeping at night..

nowadays when night falls in, i'm afraid.

i'm afraid of not able to fall asleep.

i wan a normal biological clock.

i think i screwed up mine..

but mine is a damn serious problem

i lie on bed and did not sleep for the rest of the night.

until dawn marches in

i'm going to the doc later to ask for some sleeping pills..

anyone has good way to fall asleep? pls tell me...

dun tell me to read engineering text book.. i dun even wanna touch it..

okie.. i think i need to clarify something AGAIN with regards to my previous post.!!! =)

first of all.. i am not declaring war with u girls or ur boyfriends..
i jus blog because i do not like the feeling of being malign! i do not want to be the scapegoat.. and i definitly do not wat ur bfs' objection of hang out with me..
and.. yupz.. i didn't have any arguement or disagreement with janice.. so angel.. relax.. she's jus trying to make me feel better. her post is not to 'shoot' me.. correct me if i'm wrong, janice..

and to those ppl out there who actually bother to sms or msn or call me asking me wat happen and checking if i'm fine.. thanks alot.. cos i'm really fine. its not like its bothering me big time. so yupz.. really appreciate it..



**********PEACE***********

while taking mrt or bus. pls take note. haha

I WANNA CLARIFY SOMETHING.

i nv always intro angel BF k? i merely introduce hockmeng into giordano. nothing else. why nv say this when i intro angel u to instead?

and pls hor..

watever u girls do to ur bf.. don't always drag me down.. they dunno tat i canot force a horse to drink water if it is not thirsty meh??

naimei wanna go out say my name,

sini wanna go out also say my name,

peitee got caught doing something also say my name,

janice go pub or club also say my name.

haix..

my name kena blacklisted by my fren's boyfriend.

if u wanna control someone, get a dog instead..

wat happen to my girls nite out?

wat happen to my shopping trip with the girls?

wat happen to my crazy chatting non-stop / clubbing sesion with the girls?

why people stop telling us "3 women = 1 market" ?

why is it so when a girl is attached and she can't go out and have fun with her frens?

why is it so when a guy is attached and he can still go out and have fun with his frens?

why are there still MCP dominating in most part of s'pore?

Are guys being more paranoid than girls nowadays?

It is because they have low self-confidence and afraid that their girlfriend might leave them one day?

or

It is because they are plain selfish?

sometimes if u tie a fishing rod too tightly, snapping results.

I visited Pasta Cafe at Takashimaya B2 about 2 years back and I remember I like it alot there. Cos of the tastyness of the food! and Janice especially love their Cabonara.

I heard that their standard of food drop alot compared to last time, and so today I went to try it again with Albert.

The standard of the food indeed was not as great as before. But I still like it there because of the variety of pasta they have.

I tried Laksa Spegatti and I didnt quite like the taste. It is not very yucky but maybe the taste is just not my cup of tea. I like Albert's Slipper Crayfish Linguine. So as usual, he ate my laksa instead.

I'm going to try their tom yam spegatti next time. sounds yummy.

i didn't take a pic of our food today because someone is beside me and i feel so paiseh to take. haha.. cos i'm not a famous hougang blogger . . keke..





anyway.. pic taken with janice at dan's chalet







ok.. i admit i stole it from her blog

so many work to be done. but jus so lazy to get it started.

HAIXxxxXXXXxx

wat to do?

i really dunno.

cant bring myself to start on assignment and proj and tutorial.

lots of pictures taken by cannot post cos my bluetooth adaption installation CD cannot be used on vista.

so no picture.

worked on fri and suppose to finish work at 3, i end up staying till the pub close.

saturday nv sleep the whole night cos went dan's chalet.

tired...




bye

bye





*lost sheep*

all the while, i wanted to try working in a pub cos i think its fun and its work w/o feeling tat i'm working!

i finally had a chance to gain this kinda of experience when last week i went to Jab1 and the boss offered a job for me there.

i was definitely tempted to work there as it seems like enjoying more than working. I agreed but after some serious consideration, i decided to give tat up cos i do not want it to eventually affect my studies, my energy in the day, my time with albert and friends.
i even asked myself why am i working so hard for money? am i blinded by materials? so i sms the boss and said i won't be working cos my dad doesn't allow me to work there, which is apparently true! So he asked me to work for 2 days this week at least to help him out. And so i agreed.

yesterday was my first day of work there. i always hate first day of work cos we will be like blur sotong dunno alot of things. and true enough, i was blur! lucky i got the hang of it and started making myself a lil more comfortable by talking to the customers. it wasn't really difficult for me to do tat as i was borned talkative and is good at smoking my way around and talking nonsense. Initially, i was abit paiseh about approaching tables and talking to them because i 'tot' i wasn't thick skin enough but i was wrong. talking to ppl is quite easy. haha..
time passed very quickly as i was numbed with ethanol in my body. the ppl i met were nice except for a group of customer which i felt was nuisance. afterall, i would say tat working in a pub is fun, BUT i do not like to work there often as it is really toxicating my body.

anyway, back to wat i've mention jus now. am i too blinded by money? why am i working so hard for it?
i thought of the question and have an answer for myself..

quote from chuan how: "money cannot buy happiness, but things tat make u happy need money to buy." its a realistic society nowadays. no money no talk.
we need money. and sad to say, money will take care of us. someone said tat i'm blinded by money. i say no. its good to be aggressive, but too much of it do harm. i do not think my aggressiveness is up to tat kinda of level he is talking about. I mean, come on, one can nv be satisfy with wat he/she has. for instance, if u earn 2000bucks per month, do u hope for 3000? and when u got 3000 do u aim for 5000? its always the case. so pls explain why am i 'blinded'? is there anyone who is always satisfying with wat he/she has.? example, one own a getz and did not upgrade to a bmw if he can comfortably afford? name me one. no one is going to satisfy with wat he/she has. its a competitive world.

always dare to aim high and dream high. if not, u will be stuck in where u are.

Sini says this girl look like me.